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in today's news: it's about time for a breakdown anyhow..date: Monday, July 20, 2009time: 9:31 AMso i finally did it. i finally finished finding a blog layout, coding it to my liking, and then making my blog worthy of human eye. tell me what you think on the side. anyway, besides spending the last couple of days trying to do the afore mentioned, i have been thinking about some things. one. i don't write anymore. well obviously i can write. i mean i'm writing in this blog, but i'm talking about legit writing like i used to do. i used write stories. And they'd be about the life i wish i had. i used to tell good stories too, but i stopped them because i often found myself deliriously depressed over the fact none of the things i would talk about would ever come true. and then i found photography was a more realistic and pleasureable approach to expressing myself. but yesterday i found that, i kind of miss coming up with a good plot and writing about characters. i actually love doing that. if i had a job just based on coming up with storylines and designing characters for said storyline, i'd be set. two. i'm a lot more lonely than i thought. this tiny tidbit hit me when rob couldn't use his phone and i wanted someone to talk to. it then dawned on me that i dont really see/speak to half of the people i used to. so slowly i'm trying to make plans to see people from all different spectrums of my life. i had a brilliant idea the other day to have the most cheap and fun day ever- photofest. three of my friends who i haven't seen in a while are photographers much like myself [except they have cameras and my camera is yet to be purchased..] so i figured, bring them over and we use my house and the parks around it to take pictures. we could probably even go into the neighboring town if we really wanted to and take pics on the river. but it's an overall good idea. (: three. sometimes change is bad.. i guess, this came from being yelled at by my boyfriend's best friend. i am trying to be a good girlfriend and she is yelling saying i'm a terrible girlfriend and that his biggest mistake is going out with me. which is not true... i hope. well, those are my thoughts. tell me what you think and give me ideas on things to write about. (: _________________________________ |
  12.09 (15 years old).loved music since day one. very much so taken. class of '11. high school student. dream of being a movie producer, owner of a clothing line, and a photographer. i love designing anything [for the most part](: if you must know more, readd, silly! because my dreams are bursting at the seams" Jess | Sofia | Julia | Marquis hey you! you dont need to apply, post a comment on the blog or leave your email in the cBox and we'll chat. July 2009 August 2009 May 2011 Designer : Chili. free hit counter |
